[vc_row][vc_column width=”1/2″][vc_video link=”https://youtu.be/PivWY9wn5ps” align=”center” title=”Micheal Jackson Make a Change”][vc_column_text][/vc_column_text][/vc_column][vc_column width=”1/2″][vc_column_text]Why did I create another grief website because I’m all alone dealing with my mom’s death and I know others are going thru the same thing. I want to help other grievers who are doing the best they can just to stay afloat and not drowning in sorrow. However I was her angel is a different kind on group its local headquartered in Baltimore but we have enough love, empathy, and compassion for all grievers and others beyond our regional location booth on and offline.
During and soon after my mom died, the evil angry side of grief to over me and rocked my world, I’m ashamed to even tell the horrible things I had on my mind, that’s one thing about the grief you can go to either side of the spectrum with your mad at the world or because more compassionate and forgiving like a lamb. I became more combative and unfortunately, I’m still a work in progress. grief can destroy you mentally and physically and if you already have health problems grief can compound an already stressful and difficult life.,
This is one of many reasons why I feel more equipped to help bring newly bereaved grievers and struggling grievers together to create a community and family of folks who truly understand the struggle of losing a mother. When my mom died I was trying to think of all types of ways to kill myself and my pets I mean I was literally ill, I never imagine a life without my mom until maybe a month before she died I had an omen and I saw her in a casket and I started to have this extreme fear for her life every time she live the house. and about a month after that, she was gone just like that out of the blue from pancreas cancer the silent killer. I was so traumatized like I was in another world in an out-of-body experience for about the first 6 months.
I signed up for formal grief counseling but that just did not help and I developed animosity towards the hospice center and my counselor and I stop my grief counseling. I got on the internet and created a grief Facebook group and I haven’t stopped writing since has it help maybe a little but what else can I do so here I am we now have a new grief website but with Flava, the type of twist that’s needed to be transparent and straight forward with its members to get them to the other side of the tunnel to there new reality in life with mom. I believe or not there is life after mom or so I’ve been told so come take this journey with me to discover what will make us whole and happy again without forgetting mom but using her stored wisdom and knowledge to be a better you.
I’m gonna make a change for once in my life and help out others by making sure you have all the necessary information, support and help to survive and flourish your mom’s death. I hope and pray that I can make someone else grief journey less, painful, stressful and confusing. we are going to do this grief thing together as one powerful unit of folks who refuse to give up. I don’t know if this will work for everybody but ill willing to try everything. You will see and hear music and music videos throught this websit because music has the abikity to transport you to a nother world and sometimes at better times. I wanto change the we we grieve and promot open dialog about death so that it is no longer a tabo topic to discuss with our family members and friends.
Let’s kick this off by you sharing your story. (only members will see your story)[/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row]