[vc_row inner_container=”no”][vc_column][vc_column_text]Had to take a break from crying because its making me sick to my stomach once again. Yesterday was my mothers birthday and the first day we didnt celebrate it together she would have been 74 on August 2, 2019. I should have posted this to the Ma Blog yesterday but i was up all night thinking. It’s been 6 months and 12 days 
for me and I’m still up all night searching, seeking for what? I don’t know, something to fill my heart, but I know it’ll never happen. I’m just waiting for the morning to go lay down at her place of rest, the only place that brings me comfort, Lord have mercy on my soul. Who else is spending there mothers first birthday without her, and how do you really feel? Who knows, I may try one of these ideas out next year, I’m just not ready yet. However, if you have already planned and had one of these birthday celebrations for your deceased mother please let the group know how it went.
about celebrating a deceased parents birthday.
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