We have traveled the internet in search of some really different but interesting grief podcasts that I’m sure you will find some comfort or information from. Hopefully, this will help you and your family on the road to healing from the death of your mother. This is if you are open and ready to receive help from others outside of your close-knit circle of friends and family members.
Podcast Library
Listen to some of the best authors and speakers in the field of grief and loss.
Griefcast Podcast by Cariad Lloyd
Ep.9 Kayleigh Llewellyn
Cariad talks to writer, comedian + improviser Kayleigh Llewellyn (BAFTA Rocliffe, Stella, Hospital People, Casualty) about a year in her life which was filled with grief. Kayleigh lost several members of her family over a brief period, from her Nan to her nephew and she talks with true courage about a horrific time. As ever they discuss grief, Hells Angels + forgiving yourself.
Ep. 15 Julia Samuel
Cariad talks to grief psychotherapist and paediatric counsellor Julia Samuel, who recently wrote, Grief Works, about her experiences of working with the bereaved. As it’s coming up to Christmas, which can be a fairly hard time for those in the club, this is a special episode trying to offer some support to those struggling right now and also for those trying to help someone through it. As ever they discuss grief, what not to say
+ trying to look after yourself.
Ep. 17 Hatty Ashdown
Cariad talks to stand-up comedian and radio presenter Hatty Ashdown (The Other Woman Show, Give Out Girls, Screaming with Laughter) about her Mum’s death from breast cancer in 2015 and her Dad’s death when she was a teenager. As ever they discuss grief, being the youngest + finding a good Toby Carvery.
Ep.18 Emily Dean
Cariad talks to radio presenter, writer and podcaster Emily Dean (Frank Skinner’s co-host on Absolute Radio, InStyle, Walking The Dog Times podcast), about the death of her sister Rachael from cancer and the subsequent death of both her parents. As ever they discuss grief, intensive care + finding that perfect funeral outfit.
Ep. 30 Griefcast Live
Cariad talks to award-winning journalist Dolly Alderton (The High Low, Everything I Know About Love), stand up Ahir Shah (Edinburgh Comedy Award Nominee) + comedian and writer Gráinne Maguire (The Now Show, Question Time) in this special live episode, recorded at the Barts Pathology Musuem as part of their Funeral March season. As ever they discuss grief, wakes + finding a good Medium.
Ep.32 Bobby Mair
Cariad talks to stand-up comedian Bobby Mair (8 out of 10 Cats, Russell Howard’s Good News, Bobby & Harriet Get Married) about the death of his biological Mother, as well as the death of his adopted Mother. As ever they discuss grief, facebook + apologising to the people in shops you’ve shouted at.
Ep. 37 Clover Stroud
Cariad talks to journalist and author Clover Stroud (The Wild Other, The Times, The Spectator) about the horse riding accident that left her Mother severely brain damaged when Clover was a teenager and the subsequent years of care, till her Mother’s eventual death in 2013. As ever they discuss grief, motherhood and only being able to do intense chats.
Ep. 38 Adam Meggido
Cariad talks to improviser, writer + director Adam Meggido (Showstopper! The Improvised Musical, Peter Pan Goes Wrong, Burlesque) about the death of his Father at the start of this year, whilst he was directing a 50 hour improvised play and the death of his Mother eighteen years ago from Breast Cancer. As ever they talk grief, stoicism + jazz hands at a funeral.
Ep. 40 Ed Morrish
Cariad talks to radio producer Ed Morrish (The News Quiz, The Now Show, John Finnemore’s Souvenir Programme)about his Mum who died of ovarian cancer in 2006 and his Dad who died of a heart attack, just two years later. As ever they talk grief, coming home + when the funeral director gets a little too jokey.
Ep. 41 Shelley Gilbert
Cariad talks to Dr Shelley Gilbert MBE, a psychotherapist who established the charity, Grief Encounter in 2003 to help children cope with grief and bereavement. Shelley also talked about her own grief, from the death of her parents. Her Mother who died of cancer when she was four and her Father, who died when she was nine of a heart attack. As ever they talk grief, talking to grieving children + Mr Good Grief.
Ep. 42 Robin Ince
Cariad talks to stand-up and writer, Robin Ince (Infinite Monkey Cage, Book Shambles, Nerdstock) about his Mum who died two and a half years ago. She suffered a severe car accident when Robin was three years old and Robin talks about the complications from that event that eventually led to her death. As ever they talk grief, The Little Prince + admiring the power of immodium.
Ep. 43 Jess Fostekew
Cariad talks to stand-up, writer, actor and podcaster Jess Fostekew (Motherland, Guilty Feminist, Hoovering) about her Nana who died when Jess was in her early twenties. Jess’s Nana, Helinda was born and raised in Austria during the rise of Hitler and they talk about the complications of loving a Grandparent whilst trying to understand their past. As ever they talk grief, how to rude someone + the best way to eat jam.
Ep. 44 Rebecca Peyton
Cariad talks to actor and writer Rebecca Peyton (Eastenders, Casualty, Sometimes I Laugh Like My Sister) about her Father who died in a road accident when she was six and her sister Kate, who was who was killed whilst working as a journalist in Somalia in 2005. As ever they talk grief, gin + showing off.
Ep. 45 Meryl O’Rourke
Cariad talks to stand-up and writer Meryl O’Rourke (Frankie Boyle tour support, BBC R4) about her Father, who died when she was seven of a heart attack and her Mother, who died when she was twenty-four of heart complications. As ever they talk grief, judgement + My So-Called Life.
Ep 53. Griefcast London Live
Cariad talks to stand-up comedian Dane Baptiste (Edinburgh Award Nominee, Sunny D), podcaster and writer Erin Gibson (Throwing Shade, Feminasty) and podcaster and QI Elf Andrew Hunter Murray (No Such Thing As A Fish, The Mash Report) in this special live episode from the London Podcast Festival at Kings Place. As ever they talk grief, funeral plans + where Andy should spread his ashes.
Ep. 57 Kayleigh Llewellyn (returns)
Cariad talks again to writer and performer Kayleigh Llewellyn (In My Skin, Stella, BAFTA Rocliffe). Kayleigh came on the show before (Episode 9) to talk about losing six members of her family in a year. There was a lot to cover and so Cariad wanted to bring Kayleigh back in to talk about her grief journey and how it’s progressed since then. As ever they talk grief, anxiety + psychics.
Ep. 58 Kim Sherwood
Cariad talks to writer Kim Sherwood (Testament, Bath Novel Award 2018) about the death of her Grandfather, the actor George Baker, who died in 2011 and how his death and her experiences of grief had inspired her to write her first novel, Testament. As ever they talk grief, self confidence + male only staircases.
Ep. 60 Griefcast BFI Live
Cariad talks to broadcaster and writer Emma Freud (Loose Ends, Comic Relief, Four Weddings and a Funeral) and stand-up comedian Katherine Ryan (Your Face or Mine, In Trouble, Taskmaster) in this special live episode from the Podstock festival at the BFI in London. As ever they talk grief, funeral cars + Army of Sass.
Ep. 63 Griefcast Dulwich Live
Cariad talks to comedian and improviser Steen Raskopoulos (Top Coppers, Whose Line Is It Anyway?), comedian and improviser Sophie Duker (The News Quiz, Riot Girls) and comedian and writer Stevie Martin (Nobody Panic, Massive Dad) in this special live episode from the Dulwich Picture Gallery in London. As ever they talk grief, death by Ferrari + your parent’s death plans.
Ep. 64 Griefcast Hightlights (Part 1)
It’s coming to the end of 2018, and inspired by the brilliant Two Shot Podcast, this week and next week, we will be choosing some of our favourite clips from all the cheery chats about death we’ve had, since we started in 2016.
Ep. 65 Griefcast Hightlights (Part 2)
It’s coming to the end of 2018, and inspired by the brilliant Two Shot Podcast, this week and last week, we chose some of our favourite clips from all the cheery chats about death we’ve had, since we started in 2016.
Ep. 80 Griefcast Stockholm Live
Cariad talks to comedian + presenter Victor Linner (Morgonpasset P3), radio legend Annika Lantz (Kara Annika, Lantzkampen), and comedian and podcaster Jonathan Rollins (Power Meeting) in this special live episode in association with Sveriges Radio, recorded at Stockholm’s Poddfest in March 2019. As ever they talk grief, barbecues + rollercoasters.
Ep. 84 Sali Hughes
Cariad talks to journalist, writer + broadcaster, Sali Hughes (Guardian, Pretty Honest, Our Rainbow Queen) about her Father, her friend Carey Lander from the band Camera Obscura and her Mother. Sali was estranged from her Mother for thirteen years, although they did see each other before she died, this episode deals with grief when you aren’t speaking to the family member anymore, in case that may be hard for anyone to hear. As ever they talk grief, friendship + unfinished business.
Ep.85 Simon Thomas
Cariad talks to writer and presenter Simon Thomas (Blue Peter, Sky Sports, Love Interrupted) about his wife Gemma, who died of blood cancer in 2017. Simon talks about the incredible shock he suffered after his wife’s very sudden death, helping his son process what had happened and how he got through the first year without Gemma. As ever they talk through grief, shock + McDonalds.
Ep.86 Griefcast LOROS Hospice Live
Cariad talks to stand-up comedians Greg Davies (Man Down, Taskmaster) + Barry Castagnola (Neckface, Experimental) in this special live episode in association with LOROS Hospice, recorded live in Leicester in May 2019. As ever they talk grief, remembering voices + seagulls.
Ep. 87 Jayson Greene
Cariad talks to writer and music journalist Jayson Greene (Once More We Saw Stars) about his daughter Greta, who died when she was hit by a piece of falling masonry when she was two years old. Jayson talks profoundly and deeply about the pain his family went through, the media intrusion into their lives and how they moved through those days, into the world of becoming parents again. As ever they talk grief, the meaning of tragedy + newspapers.
Ep. 88 Barunka O’Shaughnessy
Cariad talks to comedy writer and actor Barunka O’Shaughnessy (The Mighty Boosh, Time Wasters, Hunderby) about her Father, who died of throat cancer just before the birth of her daughter. Barunka hadn’t had any contact with him since she was a child, until he got in touch to inform her he was dying. As ever they talk grief, the 1960s + recognition.
Ep. 93 Zoe Clark
Cariad talks to writer and campaigner Zoe Clark-Coates from the baby loss charity, Saying Goodbye. Zoe set up Saying Goodbye as part of the Mariposa Trust, after suffering her own five baby losses during pregnancy. Saying Goodbye helps anyone who has lost a baby, at any stage of pregnancy, birth or infancy. As ever they talk grief, asking their name + the power of talking.
Ep. 96 Griefcast Underbelly Live
Cariad talks to stand-up comedian and podcasters Geoff Lloyd (Reasons to be Cheerful, Adrift), Josie Long (Shortcuts, Celebrity Masterchef) and Camille Ucan (Birthday Girls House Party, Lee & Dean) in this special live episode as part of the Underbelly Festival on the Southbank. Recorded in July 2019. As ever they talk grief, knickers + sponsored funerals.
Ep. 99 Griefcast Latitude Live
Cariad talks to stand-up comedians Tom Allen (Great British Bake Off Extra Slice, You’re Fired), Tez Ilyas (Tez Talks, Tez O’Clock Show, Man like Mobeen) + Vanessa Hammick (The Golden Path) in this special live episode as part of the Latitude Festival, recorded in July 2019. As ever they talk grief, Sondheim + Victorian funerals.
Ep. 103 Olivia Williams
This week Cariad talks to actress Olivia Williams (Sixth Sense, Dolls House, An Education) about her Dad who died six years ago. November is Pancreatic Cancer Awareness month and Olivia was recently diagnosed with a cancer in her pancreas. Although her cancer wasn’t officially pancreatic cancer, there are so few survivors of PC that Pancreatic Cancer UK have asked her to talk about her experience to raise awareness of the disease. As ever they talk grief, morgues + Bonne Maman jars.
Ep. 105 London Podcast Festival
Cariad talks to stand-up comedians Jenny Bede (Lovesick, Humans), Tom Parry (Pappys, Best Edinburgh Newcomer) + Kemah Bob (Guilty Feminist, Now Show) in this special live episode as part of the London Podcast Festival in September 2019. As ever they talk grief, Tiger Tiger + toilet blockage.
Ep. 107 Griefcast Hospital Live
Cariad talks to stand-up comedians Heidi Regan (Guilty Feminist, R4’s Grownupland), Rajiv Karia (BBC New Comedy Award shortlist) + Glenn Moore (Mock the Week, Edinburgh Comedy Award Nominee) in this special live episode from Guys & St.Thomas’s hospital in association with the Palliative Care Team as part of the Lets Talk: Ending Life Care Conversations. As ever they talk grief, Robin Hood + bridesmaids.
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