You see I’m a fixer and I have always looked out for my mother even before she was sick. Now I’m worried about whether or not if she safe, cold, hot, afraid, or happy. I feel so bad to day and its been about 6 months since her death I guess I’m just still in shock because I feel numb and sick on the stomach. Who can relate to these questions and feelings, and its really difficult to read the Bible because it has so many contradictions you really don’t know what to believe and which way to go, seriously. How does when reconcile death of a love one with the Bible? Please click on Bible to see the contradictions about death and our loved ones, especially mom.